i totally forgot how to blog here, but it feels like the safer choice.

change isn't always good.

there are a countless number of things i find wrong with volleyball this year in comparison to last year.

last year we had a good sized team, which is why we got so close, because had enough time to spend with one another. everybody, at least, knew each others names and spent one conversation with them.
this year our team is way bigger than it should be. it's hard to just even get to know everybody on your court.
last year practice helped me improve a lot
this year i have to hold on to what i learned last year to get me through this year
last year i looked forward to volleyball
this year i wanna ditch/quit
last year we only lost ONE game
this year we lost ONE game... and have only PLAYED one game.

i'm not finished. this is only a few of a billion things going through my head but this isn't doing me any good. i thought if i said it once, i would stop thinking about it.... but there's too much.. and once i'm done pointing out each one, they'll just replay in my head.

sunday morning. ging-ging was up already and roaming around the house as i slept. then she forced me to eat a bunch of food. first she made me eat a cheese sandwich. then a buncha roast beef and rice. and omg i was so full after that. then she made me drink orange juice. and THEN. she made me eat a whoooooooole big plate of chocolate cake and milk. without using my hands. my tummy hurt. and then we went to church. and then we went home. layed around the house. and then at 5 my mom tells me to get ready. and then out of no where tells me that its a costume party. so my mom made me be marilyn monroe. we went to rizza's house. happy birthday kuya vedie!!!! and blah blah only stayed there for like wut 2 hours. lol rizza was an indian. and ging ging was... paintball victim.

Saturday

Me and Rizza went swimming in the last place u guys would imagine... MY POOL!!!! but it was too cold to wear bathing suits so we just wore the clothes we were wearing. then we took a shower and really just sat there and talked while eunice told us to get out. then later on we went to Burbank mall. ate at Teriyaki Tokyo. and then watched Friday Night Lights. and i just now figured something out about my phone!!!! when its on high resolution the picture is bigger on the computer!!! now i get it!!!!

i'm so proud i can cry.. my first volleyball bruise..

its so beatutiful... it was like a rainbow of colors... but then it blended now its only purple and pink... but thats okay cuz i have another one forming on my right hip and its... green blue purple pink. jealous?